i am feeling....nothing

life has been

too normal lately

i should be grateful..

but a part of me..

is missing

the pain

and the troubles

i've been through before..

though i don't want any of it

to come back and haunt me

haha

plus..

i've been having wierd dreams

relating to the deaths of those who are dear to me..

is something comming?

sounds crazy

stupid me..

hahah

-idk-

well..

hope life stays this way a while longer

for we never know whats to come..