Thursday, October 28, 2010

of Paramore, Taylor Swift and Jason Mraz

"You are the best thing that’s ever been mine, cause you and i both are the only exception, cant you see that you belong with me and I'm yours"

crossed my mind out of no where..
thanks to Paramore, Taylor Swift and Jason Mraz

i cant seem to get this out of my head

this song by Paramore is stuck in my head..
i just like this..=)

The Only Exception

when i was younger i saw
my daddy cry
and curse at the wind
he broke his own heart
and I watched
as he tried to reassemble it
and my momma swore
that she would
never let herself forget
and that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
if it does not exist

But Darlin...
you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception
maybe i know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts
and we've got to find other ways
to make it alone
keep a straight face
and i've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance
and up until now i had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
because none of it was ever worth the risk

well you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception
 i've got a tight grip on reality
but i can't let go of what's in front of me here
i know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

oh oh oh
 you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception

  you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception
you are the only exception

and I'm on my way to believing
oh and I'm on my way to believing

i mean seriously, i can cry listening to this..

Monday, October 25, 2010

Letters to Juliet

As most my friends would know
i am into cartoons and love stories,
so recently i watched this incredible movie
Letters to Juliet
i find this movie very sweet

so here is a short summary of the movie

An American girl discovers a love letter that changes her life in this romantic comedy starring Amanda Seyfried and Vanessa Redgrave. The setting is Verona, Italy -- the city where Romeo and Juliet first met. In Verona, there's a wall where the lovelorn leave notes, hoping that Juliet will answer their inquiries about love. Sophie (Seyfried) is part of a team of volunteers (the secretaries of Juliet) who respond to the letters. When Sophie answers a letter from 1957, the woman who wrote it (Redgrave) decides to seek out the one that got away, and romance starts to blossom all around.

so this is what Claire wrote 50 years ago, in the movie, to Juliet

I didn't go to him, Juliet. I didn't go to Lorenzo. His eyes were so full of trust I promised I'd meet him and run away together because my parents don't approve. But, instead, I left him waiting for me below our tree - waiting and wondering where I was. I'm in Veronoa now. I return to London in the morning and I am so afraid. Please, Juliet tell me what I should do. My heart is breaking and I have no one else to turn to. Love, Claire 

so this is what Sophie answered to Claire as Juliet
Dear Claire, What and If are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if? I don't know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like - love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it. And, Claire, if you didn't, I hope one day that you will. All my love, Juliet 

hi blogspot.

i am now very much addicted to tumblr.
ever since my friend, Aliyah, introduced me to tumlbr
and eventually successfully persuaded me to join tumblr,
i have been tumblr-ing almost all the time.
i mean..GILA CIWI!

so banyak la dok abehkan masa kat sana
tiba2 ber bahasa malaysia plak
here is my tumblr address

Thursday, October 21, 2010


i am living a life of uncertainties..
feeling unsure and not knowing of what is to become
dreaming of things that might end up hurting me ,breaking me
fearing things that may make my life worth while

holding on to hanging lines
that might break ant any point
having hope as i go along the road
but is scared to grab the chances
that is dangling about..
just floating in mid-air
waiting to be touched.

giving in to temptations
unable to resist
the pure source of destruction

i was checking my post and i saw this draft..
the thing is..i couldn't seem to remember writing this
and why i wrote this in the first place.
so i decided just to publish this anyway

-zakian sulhi

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

just stoping by

hello blogspot..
i missed you too

i know i haven't been around much lately
mostly due to the fact that i am hooked on to tumblr..
haha...but that does not mean that i don't love you anymore..
because i do..

haha...but for now..
i don't have much heart felt issues
to be said in be typed and published here..
there is just too much going on for me to even think of perfect sentences..
to pick out the right words..

but one thing for sure..
is that
i will be back..
to write my heart out
here...where i always have..
until the time comes


Tuesday, October 5, 2010

the new guy

yesterday, monday, october 4th 2010,

i got a text message from my sister saying

Muhammad Syahir Irfan selamat dilahirkan. 
Fadley n Unaizah"

i was so happy that i called and text all those who came to mind..telling them that there is a new guy in the family..=)

i wanted to upload his photo..but i feel that i will let his mother have the satisfaction of uploading it first. <3

Monday, October 4, 2010

having you

Having you in my life is like having stars in the sky and having money
in my pocket. means that you light me up and giving me assurance that
all will be okay. ♥ =)