Tuesday, January 19, 2010

just filling in

i am at a nearby cyber cafe at the moment
needed to scan the sonata in g minor's piano part
and email them to Mr Eric..
at the moment, i am waiting for the files to be attached to the email
it is taking quite a while..
and i thought to myself
why not post some crap on the blog..
and i am damn hungry right now
while typing and waiting
im actually listening to drive myself crazy by n'sync
gosh..this is taking too long
im hungry
and i've got class at 2pm
the song i was listening to have changed to keliru by ruth sahanaya
and my files are now attached
so..i shall stop here..and send the email to Mr Eric
pay up and go grab something to eat!

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Beneath this pillow lies the key to my release

yesterday me and lily went to sunway pyramid, to go pay her maxis bills..after that is done..she came up with  the idea to catch a movie..and i was like..why not, we were there, why not make use of the time we had,
so we went to the cinema and line up..there were lots of ppl..i mean lots of ppl..we were lucky enough to get two tickets...we got front seats..and i mean there weren't anyone else in front of us..haha!!but it was worth it..

 the movie was great..the music..the cast..the twist..the plot..its a good one..

After finally catching serial killer and occult "sorcerer" Lord Blackwood, legendary sleuth Sherlock Holmes and his assistant Dr. Watson can close yet another successful case. But when Blackwood mysteriously returns from the grave and resumes his killing spree, Holmes must take up the hunt once again. Contending with his partner's new fiancée and the dimwitted head of Scotland Yard, the dauntless detective must unravel the clues that will lead him into a twisted web of murder, deceit, and black magic - and the deadly embrace of temptress Irene Adler. Written by the massive twins

i just love Rachel McAdams <3

happily ever after

everyone is familiar
with such stories of
a beautiful princess
and the handsome prince

as the story usually goes,
the prince shall seek for
the hand of his princess,
and the princess shall for
for her knight in shinning armor
to come rescue and swept her
off her feet.

within the stories,
magical quests
monsters and dragons
evil witches
pixies and fairies
are nothing but common details

after searching far and wide,
dwelling the most horrifying of beasts
shall a true love's kiss
be set upon the lovers lips
and they'd end up happily ever after..

this is the general idea that have been inserted
into the many many fairy tales around the world
for thousands of years.

you ask any boy and they'd say
they want to be the hero and saves the girl
and the girls will say that
they've been dreaming of a prince
riding on a magnificent white horse.
and tell me, who on earth would turn away from
the idea of happily ever after?

but, does anyone truly
understands the meaning oh the phrase?
"happily ever after"
what does it means?

is it being eternally happy
and free from other emotional forms?
or does it mean differently?
or is it nothing but a phrase?

i mean..
does it really ends there?
or is it a beginning of something new?

should there be more
after the dragons and evil step-mothers?

to my thinking
"happily ever after" means "married life"
which is a whole new beginning
of something much much more
something extraordinary
 the new dwells would be
the hardship of raising a family

do u agree wih me?

i mean..
financial crisis
diaper change
teenage riot

all above
is but another form of
some kind of quest itself is it not?

a quest yet to be discovered
by the prince and princess
right after "and they lived happily, ever after"


ps..just something i wrote during class

Wednesday, January 13, 2010


Portrait Of a Friend

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.

*source http://www.indianchild.com/friendship.htm

Monday, January 11, 2010

It's...Kablam! Dabush!

i went to watch the Whoa Willow musical theater
u see..my friends are involved with the orchestra
and i've got one free ticket..

here is what Whoa Willow is about...

Title :
Whoa! Willow!! an Original Musical
Venue :
Auditorium DBKL
Dewan Bandaraya Kuala Lumpur, Jalan Raja Laut
Kuala Lumpur

the storyline
The story revolves around a young, buoyant man named Willow. In Willow's world, anyone who doesn't fall in love by thirty will be affected by the JooJoo and dies. Therefore, the people in Willow's world are obsessed with falling in love and getting married (since it's crucial to avoid death). At the early part of this story, people only know that there's a law that requires them to marry by the age of 30. Since the law has been followed so long, it became a culture, and has never been broken. But since marriage is forced upon the society, it became a "tool" so divorce cases are at large. Willow, is a victim of this dark chain reaction (his parents divorced and left him when he was still an infant), making him despise and hate the law. This is a tale of his quest to rid this world of the law and to right the wrong.

Artistic Director: Assoc. Prof. Kamran S. Ali
Director:  Mohd Adlan Ramly

Written by: Mohd. Adlan Ramly ,Ana Nur Hidayah & Muhammad Afiq Dharma

it was okay..
i mean..the music was nice..
the acting was good..
but the singing could be worked on a bit more..
the dancing was fun!!

it was great..
to see UiTM students organizing something like this..
different faculties working together..

who knows we are capable of such things..
i enjoyed it..

hope to see more of these kinds of production in the future!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Simfoni Kasih

at last..
the 'Simfoni Kasih' event is in the past
thank you Allah..
for giving me strength to go on with the show
it was not that it was boring or anything
i mean..if i were, i still have my friends to gossip with
its sort of draining in a way that it made me so weary and tired..
im serious..i even dozed off a few times during the show..

well..another concert went okay
its time to prepare for my classes..
twinkle twinkle little star variation tak siap lagi!!

but i am determined to sleep in
in the morning~

here are the pictures..
*i did not took a lot of photos

Thursday, January 7, 2010


Today is the day i've been waiting for..
the day to meet up with my sister~

so i woke up at about 11 am,
watched an episode of supernatural
bathe and off i go to get a cab
*damned cab!! u took RM13.80 from me just like that!!!!!!!!!

got to the Shah Alam KTM station..
and get the one way ticket to MidValley
it took a while for the train to arrive..

meet up with my sister in front of the MidValley BR outlet..

went to get her stuff..
and we went to eat!!
Shushi King!!

as you can see in the photo
we ate a lot!!
and we had fun..
i got my new bag that she bought for me in Genting
i love it..
a bit girlish i guess..
kinda metrosexual
but i like it.
verry spacious..
thanks sis!
<3 ya!!

at got to get back to Shah Alam aound 5pm.
it wasn't easy..
cause she's going back to our eldest sister's place.
wish i could tag along..
i've 'simfoni kasih' to attend

Sunday, January 3, 2010

its just another sunday~

today is sunday
the last day before my classes starts
i am right now with my friends
iejad, azam, azman, bancha, munir..
haha...the best bunch so far..
i love these ppl..
the best thing that have ever happened to me
its a bless to get to know these ppl
these past few days have been fun
a great way to end the year 2009
and to welcome the year 2010
well..every good things will come to an end
they'll be going back later today
will miss them..
until we gather again..

*hello classes..how've you been?

Saturday, January 2, 2010

i see you...in 3D!! did i?

i just got back from watching AVATAR 3D
with my friends...they were 10 of us..
it was superb!!
they who have bot seen must see quick!


i mean seriously..
the graphic is wonderful
the story was good..
the music beautiful.
the characters are alive

what more could you ask for?

even though my emotions
aren't really all up for it..for obvious reasons some might say..
and  i wasn't as uplifting as i always were at the movies
i still manage to actually enjoy the movie through it all.

so..i say u should go see AVATAR!
it's worth it

maybe it was because it felt like i went to the movie all alone
since you seem to have not realize that i was there the whole time
go ahead and ignore me all you want