i want chocolates, i want sushi, i want rice, and i want pies
at the end i just throw up and get sick.
i want a cool shirts, i want a new phone, i want a car, and i want as much money as i can get
in the end i just end up spending more that i can afford to.
it is all deceiving me. keeping me further from the true thing that i want the most which is to be loved and cared for. to belong. and to achieve something more meaningful in life without needing to have any of those that i thought i wanted