random thoughts at sahur

It has been such a long time since I last poured my heart into this blog.
I know, and I'm sorry. The thing is, I just can't seem to be able to write about anything.
Because, I'm am starting to loose interest in the things that I used to be involved with.
I don't know, is it because of the fact that I am now single? does it somehow affect my way of thinking?
Or the way I see things? I just could't bother.

Honestly, I don't like this "ME". I feel so lost sometimes.
I wish I could talk to someone, but who? No one seems to pay attention.
No one seems to bother. I guess it serves me right for asking and hoping way too much.

So I guess this is all I can give as for now. Maybe this will start to give me the urges to update this blog more in the future. So you soon.

Take care and Selamat berpuasa.