quick update?

Hello, it has been ages since I actually log on to my blog, and for that I am really sorry. But then again, who actually reads all the crappy stuff I post here?

I just feel like writing something, although I am completely clueless on what to write, I guess, for now, I can say that I am searching for myself again. Trying to locate all the dreams I left behind, in hoping that finding them would give me hope to survive my life, and perhaps make them come to life.

These past few months of being on my own, have make me realize that I have friends who will always be there for me regardless the consequences, may it be hard or merry, they will hold my hand till the end.

I have also realized that my family, parents, to be more specific, needs me more now than ever, and I will try to be there for them and love them unconditionally, for they have given me life, and supported me through out all those years, I will try to be the very best at what I am doing, so tha they can be proud of me. Mama, Papa, you guys are my everything. My sisters and brother, I love them so much for giving me (or will give me) beautiful nieces and nephews. They are the apples of my heart now. As much as I worry for them, I am sure that they will be great one day for they have parents like you guys.

As for love, I don't know, the idea of being madly in love is amazing, but for now, I would just have to put that aside. Not because I have given up, but just because, I am tired of holding on to something that isn't really there, and I need to explore my capabilities to achieve what I dream of. I believe Love will come my way sooner or later, just have to wait, as the saying goes, "good things come to those who wait". I haven't lost all hope on this particular matter, It is just that for the time being, I'd like to be on my own, and do the things that i wanted to.

Well, I guess that would be it for now, until next time.