am loosing it slowly,

I am loosing myself slowly.

I'm not saying that I am turning over to the dark side or anything, it's just that, I am one person who holds on to past memories, although I can't seem to remember every little detail of the past. To some of you, it may seem like I have moved on to the future, and finally put my past inside a sealed box that have been kept away in the attic (not that i have any at home).

Anyways, what I am trying to say here is, I miss the great times I have with my friends, opportunities to spend time with them like I used to is becoming less and less, as in really, really limited.

I tend to get caught in the moment, so whenever I am remembering the times I've had, I like to text my friends, and tell them how much I miss them, (sometimes I fear that they might get the wrong ideas. -_-").

Actually, this is one of the time when I get caught in the moment, haha, usually happens when I'm about to go to sleep. Well, I guess it's time to stop. must sleep now, early day tomorrow, and it is a long day of class, assignments and tests. I barely even practice nowadays, I think I have disappointed many people, especially my principal lecturer, I can't seem to keep focus on what I'm doing lately.

*honestly i don't think anyone reads my posts -_-"