what changed?

have you ever felt so irritated

by what you can't seem to determine

what was going on

and everything around you,

being as usual as they always are,

annoys you so much that you feel 

like yelling your heart out?

then you try to distance yourself

to get away from all turbulence

but no matter how far you go

it haunts you, following you

then you start to feel like

you had no one else

nobody understands

the pain you are going through

you start feeling sorry for yourself

you start to think that you are never

good enough for others

you start to loose your self esteem

while others seems to be doing great

without you

and you'll start to blame everything

everyone everywhere

for not being there

for not saying

"everything will be alright"

but have you ever stopped?

stopped running and look at your self

and ask yourself,

"what was going on the whole time?"

what changed?

when did this happen?

and when you finally find out "why"

have you ever tried to change things?

do things differently

to help you get better

and achieve success.

let us ask ourselves,

what changed?