why can't they understand?!!!!

oh god!!
it is sooo hard trying to convince people
to pay up what they are supposed to pay up months ago!

for your information..
the diploma showcase "Shh...Listen!" is only 23 days from now!
and they are still many of those who have complete the fee..
worse they are even those who have not paid a single cent!!!!

this is making my job a lot harder..

"please try to understand my situation.." they say..

it is their responsibility to know how to manage their bank account..
im just doing my job..is it wrong?

untitled

it seems that a lot has been happening lately..
hahaha..sort of too much to absorb...
but we don't really have to know everything rite?
some things are best left as unknown and mysterious..
hahaha...im just saying things to get the time to fly by faster..
but it dosen't seem to be working..
hua..


can't wait to go back home!

it is but another night~

before you actually read this...
note that this post is filled with crap

and the contents are

of the least most importance..

it has been a while since i actually updated this site
busy month of october~

finals are so close..
im not that ready for that,,
i hope things will be alright

pre-showcase is on monday
lot needs to be done
gosh!!

i so want to re-read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
or start a movie marathon..
or even just watch all the series i've missed..
but all this just have to wait..
their time will come..

soon i hope!

as i told you earlier...
this post is filled with crap
and the contents are
of the least most importance..
hahaha
i think i should stop now

bubbye~

raya~

so it seems that im back after quite sometime of being absent
haha...

soo..
raya was great..
how time flies..
the end of my holidays is near..
ohh..how i wish that i could stay a bit longer..
hurmm...

anyways...
i had fun this raya..
time spent with family members..
my sister getting engaged..
meeting friends..

thak you ALLAH
for the best raya so far..

*will upload pics later~

couldn't sleep

some might have got this from me alrerady..
it came out of nowhere..
for no one in particular..
just an honest thought to be shared..

______

there comes a time in life..
a time in which you would have to decide..
either to live for others..
or to live for your own sake..

i could be a brief period..
it could last a long while..

just know it in your heart..
that it is never wrong..
to satisfy your many desires..
but it is also crucial to cherish others..
for being there when the last person
you should ever trust is YOU..

numb

i want to do things that i really want to do..
but right now i am...well as some might say..fully-booked!!
not for any movies or trips or concerts and all those fun sort of events..
well..go figure..if i was booked for those category of events..
i won't end up whining here now would i??
instead it is the line of assignments and tasks..
it seems that i am a little over due on some things..
have to strive to actually keep up..
gosh..how i wish i can live my life with no worries..
but then life would just be boring if it runs out to smoothly..

hurm..
idk..
i just know that tehere is something wrong with my emotions..
i just dont feel anything..numb..
the feelings i show lately comes from the brain..instead of the heart,,
i feel like a robot..is something wrong?


aihh...
anyways..
i just wanted to say
Happy Ramadhan..
=)

ps: im only hoping for a miracle to emerge

Mid-Term Studio Exam!

it's tomorrow!!
god help me..
i know i can do it..
but why am i always lost
in front of him?
damn you nervousness!!
gosh!!

may all ends well tomorrow!