numb

i want to do things that i really want to do..
but right now i am...well as some might say..fully-booked!!
not for any movies or trips or concerts and all those fun sort of events..
well..go figure..if i was booked for those category of events..
i won't end up whining here now would i??
instead it is the line of assignments and tasks..
it seems that i am a little over due on some things..
have to strive to actually keep up..
gosh..how i wish i can live my life with no worries..
but then life would just be boring if it runs out to smoothly..

hurm..
idk..
i just know that tehere is something wrong with my emotions..
i just dont feel anything..numb..
the feelings i show lately comes from the brain..instead of the heart,,
i feel like a robot..is something wrong?


aihh...
anyways..
i just wanted to say
Happy Ramadhan..
=)

ps: im only hoping for a miracle to emerge

Mid-Term Studio Exam!

it's tomorrow!!
god help me..
i know i can do it..
but why am i always lost
in front of him?
damn you nervousness!!
gosh!!

may all ends well tomorrow!

Amirul's Glasses...kot..?~

hahah
so we have a meeting of a few human being from the faculty of music UiTM
and i saw amirul's glasses and i've decided to have some fun with it.
hahaha..
here is the outcome of that silly idea~

xoxoxoxoxox

i am feeling....nothing

life has been

too normal lately

i should be grateful..

but a part of me..

is missing

the pain

and the troubles

i've been through before..

though i don't want any of it

to come back and haunt me

haha

plus..

i've been having wierd dreams

relating to the deaths of those who are dear to me..

is something comming?

sounds crazy

stupid me..

hahah

-idk-

well..

hope life stays this way a while longer

for we never know whats to come..

caught in the momment~

we share something
that none other does
there's a bond sso strong
nothing can break us
because we share..
because we trust..

nobody knows
what we talked about
no one understands
what's on our twisted minds
and the way we think
it's just us...

it's unexplainable
what we were all about
it's more that just unbelievable
we know that
were miserable
most of the times
but deep in our hearts
we understand
that we are nothing
but a strange miracle

the fun we had
and the times we shared
are just as precious
as the tears we shed

that was then
and now we've grown
we are far apart
but the bond we share
we nurture and care

may this friendship
last till the end of time

*mengarut gila..jumpak benda ni among my old stuff..hahaha

officially t.w.e.n.t.y.o.n.e.

yay!!!
august 14th 2009
today is t
he day i am finally 21 years old..
gosh..
that sounds old
hahaha

thanks for all he wishes guys..
i appreciate it a lot!!
thank you so much!

i am missing home even more badly~
that is the down turn of today~

25 Lorong Bayu Jalan Sultanah

that's where i live..
and i am soo homesick!
miss home a lot
miss mama
miss papa
miss nana
miss amirah
miss athirah
miss kak umey
miss kak unai
miss abg fad
miss kak aishah
miss imran
miss zarra
miss adilah

would someone kidnap me and take me home?