why can't u c?

some ppl should really know that they dont have what it takes
and im talking to this person singing at the patio bar behind baskin robbins here at first world plaza
it is annoying!

i mean these ppl sings every monday!
i think they are filling in for the other group who sings every other nights
note that the other group are way better then these ppl..
im not sayin that im a good performer..
but..they are just pushing themselves too hard!
and i dont think they rehearse much
since they always end up coming in earlier or later than they were supposed to

and the bad part is..most of the songs they perform are those songs that i like..
and im starting to not like them..aishh..

not much point here..just babbling
bye~

im way up in the clouds..

it has been a while since i last posted anything here

truth be told,, i just don't feel like posting anything

up to this very moment 

soo..here goes

im working right now..just for a while though..

as my sister needs extra hands here at 

the First World's Baskin Robbins

it is fun even when the ice creams

can be really cruel to you and your wrist.

=(

i am having a great time so far

spending time with my sister

haishh..she's been through a lot..

* be strong dear sister!!

basically i wake up everyday

walk to the store

scoop sweet delicious treats for the 

sometimes annoying customers (kdg2 tu rasa mcm nk sepak ja)

who came from everywhere

mostly arabians, indians and chinese..

they r so annoying..haha..maybe it is just the way they are right

who am i to judge

i mean

for all i know i might be an annoying customer to someone..

hahaha

after the work is done..

get back home..

wash up (sejukkkk!!!!!!!)

and eat while wathing something on the laptop with my sister

mostly Gossip Girl =))))

but as everything goes..

my time up here is comming to an end..

but who knows

i might just continue..

hahaha

but honestly i miss alor setar and my friends!!!

hahah

sabaq sat nohh..nak balik dah ~

it is okay

sometimes we have to tell ourselves that it is okay to be scared instead of putting on a brave face and acting like a hero all the time..

we need to learn that it is okay to shed a tear whenever we feel down and sad..instead of covering up our hurt with laughter and a smile on our faces..

we have to understand that it is okay for us to feel vulnerable because sometimes it is better to open up to these feelings rather that suppressing them all the time and end up exploding like a ticking time bomb

we have to know that it is better to be able to show the side of us that we try to keep secret rather than hurting ourselves even more by hiding and pretending to be okay

i keep telling myself this..yet i sometimes fail to do so

another sleepless night

it has been ages since i last post an entry in this blog...
and i know that i dont really post anything of much importance to this blog...i mean..i started to write in here just because i was having trouble sleeping one fateful night..haha..as sleepless as i am at the moment.

well..im not going through any  emotional tides right now..as for now..im just at ease..no more tense im my system..
hahaha

im back to staying up late at night..watching movies or just surfing the net.haha...and waking up late..because i have no more commitment at the moment..

my classes are over..
i have performed for 30 mins for my showcase,,well..i guess you can say im pretty much free right now..i finally have time to keep the house in place..after few weeks, or month of living in a wreck!

i really wish i can get back to alor setar..
i miss home badly!!!

but my bank account is pretty much empty right now..

hahaha...

a lot have been happening in my life since i posted my last entry...

finished my subjects in UiTM..

done with diploma showcase (o know i keep on saying this again and again..)

i hugged my father on his birthday

had dinner with my family together with lily..

have a new obsession with pet fishes!! in which i manage to somehow influence my friends to love fishes as well..

i mean so much ahave been happening..i don't really remember everything..but yeah..a lot have been happening..hahaha..

as much as things are moving, i still miss the good old days, where life is much. much simpler..haha..

ohh...i mis hanging out with my friends as well...must meet up soon!!

just babbling

babbling?
im not so good at that..
really i mean it..im not that smart..im not that good as a person..im kind of selfish in a way..
i like to make friends,,even when some people thinks im weird..i just can't help it..it;s in my nature..
how i was brought up by my family..

i dont know much about whatever it is that is happening in the world today
i love to dream..imagining things can happen the way i intend them to..
because i like to see the good side of things..
believing that life is just simple and sweet..
but they don't always come true..the bitterness of life always finds its way to sink in slowly
but that doesn't stop me from dreaming..
i mean..must i stop dreaming just because im getting older?
i do not think so..

i always think that i cherish all that others have done for me..
but to be honest..i sometimes forgot..
i mean..im only human..but that doesn't mean that i don appreciate them..
because i know i do..and to me..that is what's important


and right now i dont even know what im talking about..
so i guess i will stop now..
see u again..soon perhaps..

mood gone insane~

aihh..
something is wrong today
i don't know what exactly,
but seems like something is just off.
even when im typing this out.
the cursor  tends to get stuck in one place

ishh!!!!!!

of anak ayam and wau bulan

hahaha..
im just bored~
im at the faculty right now
hungry
been working on my creativity piece

..need to get it done as soon as possible
huahhhh.....cayok!! cayok!!!