another sleepless night

it has been ages since i last post an entry in this blog...
and i know that i dont really post anything of much importance to this blog...i mean..i started to write in here just because i was having trouble sleeping one fateful night..haha..as sleepless as i am at the moment.

well..im not going through any  emotional tides right now..as for now..im just at ease..no more tense im my system..
hahaha

im back to staying up late at night..watching movies or just surfing the net.haha...and waking up late..because i have no more commitment at the moment..

my classes are over..
i have performed for 30 mins for my showcase,,well..i guess you can say im pretty much free right now..i finally have time to keep the house in place..after few weeks, or month of living in a wreck!

i really wish i can get back to alor setar..
i miss home badly!!!

but my bank account is pretty much empty right now..

hahaha...

a lot have been happening in my life since i posted my last entry...

finished my subjects in UiTM..

done with diploma showcase (o know i keep on saying this again and again..)

i hugged my father on his birthday

had dinner with my family together with lily..

have a new obsession with pet fishes!! in which i manage to somehow influence my friends to love fishes as well..

i mean so much ahave been happening..i don't really remember everything..but yeah..a lot have been happening..hahaha..

as much as things are moving, i still miss the good old days, where life is much. much simpler..haha..

ohh...i mis hanging out with my friends as well...must meet up soon!!

just babbling

babbling?
im not so good at that..
really i mean it..im not that smart..im not that good as a person..im kind of selfish in a way..
i like to make friends,,even when some people thinks im weird..i just can't help it..it;s in my nature..
how i was brought up by my family..

i dont know much about whatever it is that is happening in the world today
i love to dream..imagining things can happen the way i intend them to..
because i like to see the good side of things..
believing that life is just simple and sweet..
but they don't always come true..the bitterness of life always finds its way to sink in slowly
but that doesn't stop me from dreaming..
i mean..must i stop dreaming just because im getting older?
i do not think so..

i always think that i cherish all that others have done for me..
but to be honest..i sometimes forgot..
i mean..im only human..but that doesn't mean that i don appreciate them..
because i know i do..and to me..that is what's important


and right now i dont even know what im talking about..
so i guess i will stop now..
see u again..soon perhaps..

mood gone insane~

aihh..
something is wrong today
i don't know what exactly,
but seems like something is just off.
even when im typing this out.
the cursor  tends to get stuck in one place

ishh!!!!!!

of anak ayam and wau bulan

hahaha..
im just bored~
im at the faculty right now
hungry
been working on my creativity piece

..need to get it done as soon as possible
huahhhh.....cayok!! cayok!!!

serba serbi apa jadi lately

hohohoho..
i am right now at studio a, room num 10
on my laptop,
using the intec wireless.
playing bubble spinner!!
haha

 im just took my midterm studio exam,
yesterday actually
it was okay i guess..
i mean
i expected worse..
haha
hurm...

showcase 3 april!
insanity strikes!!
hopefully semua akan okay..

last week was my mid semester break
went back to as..
had lots of fun!!
gosh!!
haha
but my heart was all for my studio exam
scared!

what happened during the mid sem break!

-my brother, zakwan's birthday
-spent time with my family
-went to school to practice with awie
-meet up with my friends
-band camp
-learned a few colour guard tricks
-went to my friends wedding ceremony
-took lots of pictures

the other side of the flowery meadow

we've got to open up
our eyes, minds, and our hearts

for not everything is as
cheerful and happy as we always want them to be

we should be grateful for the rainbows and bright sunny days we have been given chance to taste,for it is the sweetness taste of life

but do not take everything as a laughing matter,for some jokes as we have see it,might have never tasted the sweet essence of laughter and sunny sunshine..

updating~

i have just realized that i have not post anything for quite sometime now

well..life is so far...normal..haha

evryday things are still the same

im stil trying to grab on hold to the fact that im siting for my diploma showcase this semester

it will be held on april..during the early, verry early period of april 2010

im scared..but i have to pull myself together and grab it!!

haha..im still trying to decide what should i do for my creativity???

any ideas?

folk songs only peeps!

well..

a lot have been happening in this so normal life of mine lately

i am right now learning how to drive a car..

illegally hahaha...and im getting quite a hang of it..

kinda cool to know that i can actually drive!!

hahah

*kesian kan?

and..i've donated my blood for the 8th time on the 4th of februsry 2010!

it was a great feeling to be able to do that..

i go t a greater feeling when i successfully convinced fazyana and marni mardiah to donate blood as well..

:))))))

and it happens to be that i have my principal class on the same day

and it was amazing

i mean

i felt accepted my by "papa"

haha..got to work on my cadenza!

must remember that!

lets see..

what else..

ohh...we went to see the MPO show on the 7th of february 2010..

the Children's Stories show..

it was good..

i mean, usually i will fall asleep durimg these concerts

but this time

i actually enjoyed it

while eating, i got a text message from my sister, unaizah..

she told me that she might be pregnant!!

that i might get another nephew/niece within this year!

im sooo happy to hear that!

haha..

can't wait to go spend the night at her place.

my other sister, umairah will be there too...

huhu..will bring cookies!

cant wait!

ohhh...and the bookmarks im making for my friends ar halfway done!!

hahaha..cant wait to give them to my friends..

im so happy!

and one more thing is..

two of my friends are admitted to the hospital ward yesterday

one is azim iskandar, he had an asthma attack, a bad one

he is right now in HUKM..

the other one is jasmin anis, she got denggi!!

she is in
SALAM POLIKLINIK section 19, shah alam

hope they'll both recover soon enough

and right now, i am at the computer lab,

haha..just validated my subjects..

i only knew that today was the last day for subjects validation

like a few hours ago!

hahahah

well thats all for now i guess..
feels like going home and taking a bath..
or perhaps..just practice~
showcase is on its way!