the other side of the flowery meadow

we've got to open up
our eyes, minds, and our hearts

for not everything is as
cheerful and happy as we always want them to be

we should be grateful for the rainbows and bright sunny days we have been given chance to taste,for it is the sweetness taste of life

but do not take everything as a laughing matter,for some jokes as we have see it,might have never tasted the sweet essence of laughter and sunny sunshine..

updating~

i have just realized that i have not post anything for quite sometime now

well..life is so far...normal..haha

evryday things are still the same

im stil trying to grab on hold to the fact that im siting for my diploma showcase this semester

it will be held on april..during the early, verry early period of april 2010

im scared..but i have to pull myself together and grab it!!

haha..im still trying to decide what should i do for my creativity???

any ideas?

folk songs only peeps!

well..

a lot have been happening in this so normal life of mine lately

i am right now learning how to drive a car..

illegally hahaha...and im getting quite a hang of it..

kinda cool to know that i can actually drive!!

hahah

*kesian kan?

and..i've donated my blood for the 8th time on the 4th of februsry 2010!

it was a great feeling to be able to do that..

i go t a greater feeling when i successfully convinced fazyana and marni mardiah to donate blood as well..

:))))))

and it happens to be that i have my principal class on the same day

and it was amazing

i mean

i felt accepted my by "papa"

haha..got to work on my cadenza!

must remember that!

lets see..

what else..

ohh...we went to see the MPO show on the 7th of february 2010..

the Children's Stories show..

it was good..

i mean, usually i will fall asleep durimg these concerts

but this time

i actually enjoyed it

while eating, i got a text message from my sister, unaizah..

she told me that she might be pregnant!!

that i might get another nephew/niece within this year!

im sooo happy to hear that!

haha..

can't wait to go spend the night at her place.

my other sister, umairah will be there too...

huhu..will bring cookies!

cant wait!

ohhh...and the bookmarks im making for my friends ar halfway done!!

hahaha..cant wait to give them to my friends..

im so happy!

and one more thing is..

two of my friends are admitted to the hospital ward yesterday

one is azim iskandar, he had an asthma attack, a bad one

he is right now in HUKM..

the other one is jasmin anis, she got denggi!!

she is in
SALAM POLIKLINIK section 19, shah alam

hope they'll both recover soon enough

and right now, i am at the computer lab,

haha..just validated my subjects..

i only knew that today was the last day for subjects validation

like a few hours ago!

hahahah

well thats all for now i guess..
feels like going home and taking a bath..
or perhaps..just practice~
showcase is on its way!

just filling in

i am at a nearby cyber cafe at the moment
needed to scan the sonata in g minor's piano part
and email them to Mr Eric..
at the moment, i am waiting for the files to be attached to the email
it is taking quite a while..
and i thought to myself
why not post some crap on the blog..
and i am damn hungry right now
while typing and waiting
im actually listening to drive myself crazy by n'sync
gosh..this is taking too long
im hungry
and i've got class at 2pm
the song i was listening to have changed to keliru by ruth sahanaya
and my files are now attached
so..i shall stop here..and send the email to Mr Eric
pay up and go grab something to eat!
so..bubbye~

Beneath this pillow lies the key to my release

yesterday me and lily went to sunway pyramid, to go pay her maxis bills..after that is done..she came up with  the idea to catch a movie..and i was like..why not, we were there, why not make use of the time we had,
so we went to the cinema and line up..there were lots of ppl..i mean lots of ppl..we were lucky enough to get two tickets...we got front seats..and i mean there weren't anyone else in front of us..haha!!but it was worth it..

 the movie was great..the music..the cast..the twist..the plot..its a good one..

Summary
After finally catching serial killer and occult "sorcerer" Lord Blackwood, legendary sleuth Sherlock Holmes and his assistant Dr. Watson can close yet another successful case. But when Blackwood mysteriously returns from the grave and resumes his killing spree, Holmes must take up the hunt once again. Contending with his partner's new fiancée and the dimwitted head of Scotland Yard, the dauntless detective must unravel the clues that will lead him into a twisted web of murder, deceit, and black magic - and the deadly embrace of temptress Irene Adler. Written by the massive twins












i just love Rachel McAdams <3

happily ever after

everyone is familiar

with such stories of

a beautiful princess

and the handsome prince

as the story usually goes,

the prince shall seek for

the hand of his princess,

and the princess shall for

for her knight in shinning armor

to come rescue and swept her

off her feet.

within the stories,

magical quests

monsters and dragons

evil witches

pixies and fairies

are nothing but common details

after searching far and wide,

dwelling the most horrifying of beasts

shall a true love's kiss

be set upon the lovers lips

and they'd end up happily ever after..

this is the general idea that have been inserted

into the many many fairy tales around the world

for thousands of years.

you ask any boy and they'd say

they want to be the hero and saves the girl

and the girls will say that

they've been dreaming of a prince

riding on a magnificent white horse.

and tell me, who on earth would turn away from

the idea of happily ever after?

but, does anyone truly

understands the meaning oh the phrase?

"happily ever after"

what does it means?

is it being eternally happy

and free from other emotional forms?

or does it mean differently?

or is it nothing but a phrase?

i mean..

does it really ends there?

or is it a beginning of something new?

should there be more

after the dragons and evil step-mothers?

to my thinking

"happily ever after" means "married life"

which is a whole new beginning

of something much much more

something extraordinary

 the new dwells would be

the hardship of raising a family

do u agree wih me?

i mean..

in-laws

adjustments

pregnancy

children

financial crisis

diaper change

teenage riot

expences

stress

all above

is but another form of

some kind of quest itself is it not?

a quest yet to be discovered

by the prince and princess

right after "and they lived happily, ever after"

-end-

ps..just something i wrote during class

f.r.i.e.n.d.s.h.i.p.

Portrait Of a Friend

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.
-Unknown-


*source http://www.indianchild.com/friendship.htm

It's...Kablam! Dabush!

i went to watch the Whoa Willow musical theater

u see..my friends are involved with the orchestra

and i've got one free ticket..

haha..

here is what Whoa Willow is about...

Title :	Whoa! Willow!! an Original Musical
Venue :	Auditorium DBKL Dewan Bandaraya Kuala Lumpur, Jalan Raja Laut Kuala Lumpur

the storyline

The story revolves around a young, buoyant man named Willow. In Willow's world, anyone who doesn't fall in love by thirty will be affected by the JooJoo and dies. Therefore, the people in Willow's world are obsessed with falling in love and getting married (since it's crucial to avoid death). At the early part of this story, people only know that there's a law that requires them to marry by the age of 30. Since the law has been followed so long, it became a culture, and has never been broken. But since marriage is forced upon the society, it became a "tool" so divorce cases are at large. Willow, is a victim of this dark chain reaction (his parents divorced and left him when he was still an infant), making him despise and hate the law. This is a tale of his quest to rid this world of the law and to right the wrong.

Artistic Director: Assoc. Prof. Kamran S. Ali
Director:  Mohd Adlan Ramly

Written by: Mohd. Adlan Ramly ,Ana Nur Hidayah & Muhammad Afiq Dharma

it was okay..

i mean..the music was nice..

the acting was good..

but the singing could be worked on a bit more..

the dancing was fun!!

overall..

it was great..

to see UiTM students organizing something like this..

different faculties working together..

who knows we are capable of such things..

i enjoyed it..

hope to see more of these kinds of production in the future!