sounds wierd..but i mean it

it is 3.40 am.
im wathcing supernatural
the seventh episode of the first season.

i have been waiting for quite sometime
for the download to be complete
at last i get to watch it.

but somehow, i can't keep my head into
whatever it is that i am watching,
because somehow, my mind kept on wondering
what really happened?

you have not responded
although how much i've tried to reach you.

i tried to let it go
but it seemed i couldn't
because to me
our bond was, IS precious
i don't know what really happened
but i am hoping that
everything will be alright soon enough.

hope to be as close as brothers
would've been again.

i know this sounds stupid..
but..i just can't loose a friend like you
a brother like you

you know who you are

dreams~

i can't wait

to The Twilight Saga : New Moon
to get back to Alor Setar
to see my Mama and Papa
to play with my 3 darling Nieces
to have a perfect class reunion from both schools that i went to~
to be done with studying
to have lots of pets again
to draw and color
to get my own job
to earn my own money
to get my own driving license
to get my own car
to drive on my own
to be able to pick up my friends instead
to finish my watching my favorite series
to live in my own apartment
to make my family proud
to spend my time with my friends
to become someone successful
to be hapily married
to bear beautiful children
to grow old with the one i love
to spoil my grandchildren
to live a wonderful life

this could go on a looonng way
i don't even see a pint to this post..
accept for the first one..
cause that as the thing i really wanted to write about
instead i wrote this what-i-want-to-do list
hahaha



*hoping high for number one!

-mengarut toi la post ni-

is ignorance a bliss??

do ever get that feeling when u feel like the world have turned it's back on u and it never want to look back? well this is nothing like that..but..sort of a little bit alike..u see there is there are a few that i know..they kinda vanished..u know like MIA..i dont know what happened..we use to be quite close..but suddenly *poff* they're gone..no replies to any form of contact i tried to make..was is something i did or say? cause i clearly don't know..to me its okay if u want to throw the friendship away just like it was nothing but a useless piece of junk..i guess i can live with that even though i am one of those who cherish friendship more that anything..but could u at least give me a reason so that i can understand?its better to let me know that just practically ignore me in every way possible..i mean..aren't u tired?

and there are some cases where a particular "best friend" who did something wrong to u and never learned their lesson until something bad happens..gosh..u should really grow up man..stop acting stupid..there are always other ways to grab attention.

i mean..u did it to me few times and i still forgive for that up to some point where i have had it with u..but if u really know me..i am wiiling to forgive u again and accept u as u are if u are willing to take actions on ur stupid behavior and change..but u didn't and instead u avoided me and pretend like nothing have happened and go befriends with others only to repeat the same stupid shit..so don't blame others for what u got..u deserved that for playing with the sharks..

u know what..u deserve worse than that..sucker!

aihh..
payah toi la org org mcm ni..

Creativity!

hahaha
i have been feeling creative lately

hahaha..
all these drawings..
colors..
haha
you be the judge..

why can't they understand?!!!!

oh god!!
it is sooo hard trying to convince people
to pay up what they are supposed to pay up months ago!

for your information..
the diploma showcase "Shh...Listen!" is only 23 days from now!
and they are still many of those who have complete the fee..
worse they are even those who have not paid a single cent!!!!

this is making my job a lot harder..

"please try to understand my situation.." they say..

it is their responsibility to know how to manage their bank account..
im just doing my job..is it wrong?

untitled

it seems that a lot has been happening lately..
hahaha..sort of too much to absorb...
but we don't really have to know everything rite?
some things are best left as unknown and mysterious..
hahaha...im just saying things to get the time to fly by faster..
but it dosen't seem to be working..
hua..


can't wait to go back home!

it is but another night~

before you actually read this...
note that this post is filled with crap

and the contents are

of the least most importance..

it has been a while since i actually updated this site
busy month of october~

finals are so close..
im not that ready for that,,
i hope things will be alright

pre-showcase is on monday
lot needs to be done
gosh!!

i so want to re-read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
or start a movie marathon..
or even just watch all the series i've missed..
but all this just have to wait..
their time will come..

soon i hope!

as i told you earlier...
this post is filled with crap
and the contents are
of the least most importance..
hahaha
i think i should stop now

bubbye~